It's a wonderful thing to hear, but it hits her a lot harder than she might have expected. If she's not disappointing everyone, then why does she feel this way? Why does it feel like disappointment is the main thing she feels from everyone around her?

"Then why am I so looked down on by those I meet? Why can't I meet the expectations of someone of my station when I'm doing everything I'm told? I'm trying so fucking hard. It's just never enough."

Fuck. There's tears in her eyes again. She pulls her hands back quickly and covers her face with them. Everything hurts suddenly. After fighting so hard for her family to not feel those things anymore, it hurts to realize she still feels them every day.